| Oh Babies |
[08 Jan 2007|08:33pm] |
Today I was talking to Brett about babies...and yet again I severely want one. But now would be a bad time...for obvious reasons lol I guess what I'm looking for is someone to be excited to see me everytime I walk into the room And I guess someone to cuddle would be amazing as well
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| a bit random |
[06 Jan 2007|02:20pm] |
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Last night I hung out with my little brother,and he didn't annoy the hell out of me
He got to fouls in 15 seconds during his game, I was proud because that's just how we do.
Tonight I'm going bowling and I'm pretty excited, I haven't hung out with this group of friends in forever!
Worcester is still pretty boring, and I do believe it is the lonliest place on the planet, but maybe it's just me.
I can't wait to get back to school.
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| Oh Mom |
[03 Jan 2007|10:41pm] |
So I told my mom about my New Years resolution I think she's disappointed that I'm not trying to lose weight again
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| pretty pictures |
[03 Jan 2007|07:23pm] |
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So I've been trying to get back into photography and I guess my recent pictures are ok, but they aren't as good as my older ones. I think I have figured out what is missing from my photographs:emotion. I have just been taking pictures without much feeling behind them. I have to start treating my photographs like I do my poetry, paintings, sketches, plays, and stories. I'm going to start taking from emotional experiences in my life and hopefully I'll come up with some amazing photographs. Although I have dealt with much heartache this past year, possibly more than ever before, I am not in a dark place right now. Unfortunately the best artwork comes from heartache. As long as I take from whats happened in the past year, I should come up with something relatively good.
Lets see how it goes.
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| Things you never would think to ask |
[02 Jan 2007|07:30pm] |
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105 Facts About Me You'd Never Think To Ask ::
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? Yeah, but it was a bit ridiculous, and I think my reaction was "you're kidding right, are you fucking crazy?"
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? A year and a half
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED neat picture frames
4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? only a million times
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? Yesterday
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? clothes, alcohol
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? fresh mozzerella
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? eyes, and sometimes hair
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? hmmm...Marcy Playground-sex and candy, it's a classic
10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE? Worcester/Potsdam
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: Worcester Central/Oneonta High
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: Cellone
13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: Recently Urban Behavior...but I always end up at Hot Topic
14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: 3 summers as a pre-K and arts and crafts teacher
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? nope
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?: nope but I am pretty good at the drunk dialing lol
17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED: My sister's I think
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY: My sister Kristina
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND: too long ago
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT: Burger King-They have a veggie burger
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD: "I will never lie to you"
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS? my kitchen
24. CAN YOU COOK? hell yeah, I'm Italian, that's what we do
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?: unfortunately I don't drive
26. BEST KISSES: come long after you've started wishing someone would kiss you
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: ummm...big fight with my roommate
28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS: meat
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF: my legs- Anastasia says I have great legs for a short person
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF: too many things to list
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?: 10 hours housekeeping at a hotel
33. FAVORITE MOVIE? Donnie Darko
34. Can you sing? Sometimes
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED? Roger's 30 minute recital
36. LAST KISS? a while ago
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED: I can't remember
38.ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT: my purse
39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT: Wantaugh
40. WHERE ARE QUESTIONS 40-42? Apparently Jess made some up
41. IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD IT BE? cuddling with someone who wants to cuddle with me (no one in mind rly, I just love to cuddle)
42. DO YOU THINK YOUR MAIDS CAN REALLY SPEAK ENGLISH, DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEY STARE AT YOU BLANKLY WHEN YOU'RE TRYING TO COMMUNICATE WITH THEM? Sometimes as a hotel housekeeper ppl assume you don't speak English so when they talk to me like I don't, I star at them like they're dumb
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER? Laptop
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?: Dane Cook/George Carlin-can't decide
45. DO YOU SMOKE? only if I'm drunk lol, but not lately
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES? Without if I'm at home, with in the dorms
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?: no one right now, from time to time I have a cuddle buddy at school, but I am currently without one
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?: If you both want it badly enough, I believe they can
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE? if you count the time u.p. stopped me from walking back to campus
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST? pancakes, banana are the best
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?: hell yeah!
52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? depends on my mood
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? kinda
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?: My momma
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?: I don't know the number
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?: Kristina
57 HOW DOES YOUR VOICE MAIL ANSWER? i'm not sure
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?: 3
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?: Pink Pajama pnats and a blue tank top
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC: "Mr.Curiosity be Mr.Please do come and find me"
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?: Grape jelly
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?: not well at all
63. CAN YOU SWIM? not very well
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?: Strawberry Cheesecake by Ben and Jerry in the tiny cups with mini spoons they sell at the union
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?: I don't care either way
66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF: I'm a competitive poet. I placed third last year for formal poetry, but I think I suck at formal and only wrote those poems a few days before the competition, it was probly the most nerve-wrecking thing ever. I had to read my deepest emotions to a room full of strangers.
67. WHAT UNDERWEAR ARE YOU WEARING?: black lace boy shorts-my favorite
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?: ABC-Anything but clothes, I was wearing clothes cuz it was the 2nd party of the night, but I made a makeshift costume of ducktape once I got there
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON Fall-the leaves smell crisp- most ppl don't understaand what I'm talking about when I say that
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID? everything that happened on New Years eve was hilarious...though I don't recall all of it
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ? 8:30
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?: Hot Chocolate and snowboarding
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?: Never
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?: Snowy
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?: Ninjas are so much better
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?? babysitting and bowling...possibly a piercing 78. BIRTHDATE May 12, 1988
79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE: Happy and with someone
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?: Yes
87. ARE YOU SMILING?: kinda
89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW Yeah, my best friend
90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO? Back to school
92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?: nope
93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? maybe :)
94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME? Angelina
95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?: black with white Habiscus flowers
96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?: yeah
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?: Winter vacation, I guess
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?:. nope
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER I have two
100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?: nope
101. ARE YOU IN LOVE?: Nope
102. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL? Several times
103. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW? Yes
104. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING metal plugs, my industrial,the bracelet my sister bought me and my belly button ring
105. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY? probly stay on the computer for a while
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| New Years eve |
[01 Jan 2007|07:13pm] |
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This was the craziest new years eve ever-I don't think I've ever partied that hard in my life. This years new years resolution is different. Usually I do the "I'm gonna lose weight" resolution. This year I'm gonna try to be less cynical. I think mostly when I look at relationships mainly because that is where I am most cynical. I just wixh my luck would be better...but I have more faith in relationships these days. My sister was in a long, seemingly perfect relationship that ended two years ago. That is when I started to doubt relationships, and of course my love life is a mess. Liz and Scott have now gotten back together, after two years of being apart and they are more in love than ever. They plan on getting married...and that's pretty exciting. I'm not looking to get married, in fact that scares the hell out of me, I'm just looking for someone who wants to fall asleep with me at night, someone who won't lie to me, and someone who isn't afraid to say "yeah that's my girlfriend" So since I'm trying to be less cynical, I'm not going to look at this search for a happy relationship to be a waste of my time. Hopefully 2007 will turn out to be better than 2006.
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| Home again |
[30 Dec 2006|09:37pm] |
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So I hate worcester, and I can't wait to get back to Potsdam. There is nothing to do in Worcester but that's no surprise. Tomorrow I am to spend the day, and night, in Alabny to see Wreckloose. The only problem with this is that I'm apparently going to be there at one now and the band doesn't play until the evening. So I'm gonna be stuck in Albany for hours with nothing to do...but at least it won't be as bad as Worcester. Once again I'm listening to far too much Dashboard.
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| I guess I should use this thing |
[29 Dec 2006|10:08pm] |
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I have been told I should use this thing, so I'm writing in it again. Not that I ever wrote much in it before. Update from the last time, I'm still a vegetarian, not so much Roman Catholic but we all saw that coming. I'm up at SUNY Potsdam, it's not terrible.
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| my new live journal |
[29 Mar 2005|04:47pm] |
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hey...finally decided 2 get one of theses things now that my aim is working again. not 2 much has been goin on i guess. If u havnt talked 2 me in a while I'm now a roman catholic vegetarian whos on honor role... a far stretch from last year but im rethinking some things. if we havnt talked in a while call somtime...keep in mind next week is hell week...wcs musical
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